Welcome back to The Brown Couch Show — the gnarliest, most real, addiction, recovery, and mental health podcast on the internet. In today’s episode, we’re diving into: why boredom in sobriety isn’t a problem — it’s actually progress.

SPOILER ALERT: If you’re used to chaos, stillness can feel like a threat. But what if that boring-ass day you’re having is actually a sign that you’re healing?
Yeah — we’re flipping the script on what peace really looks like in addiction recovery and mental wellness.

In this episode, I’m breaking down:

• How boredom used to be a trigger for self-destruction
• Why peace and boredom can feel the same (but aren’t)
• How I’m learning to sit with stillness without spiraling
• Why uneventful days are a hidden blessing in sober living

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Welcome back to The Brown Couch Show — the gnarliest, most real, addiction, recovery, and mental health podcast on the internet. In today’s episode, we’re diving into: what it really looks like when life throws you a curveball after you’ve gotten your shit together. I’m talking about those unexpected gut-punch moments that hit harder because you’re sober, aware, and actually trying to do the right thing. This was one of those moments for me.

SPOILER ALERT: I recently got laid off from a job I loved — a job that meant something to me, where I was making a real difference as a peer supporter in Columbus, Ohio. But instead of spiraling, I locked in, leaned into my coping tools, and did something I never would’ve done five years ago: I handled it like a fucking adult. And yeah… life had a surprise waiting for me on the other side of that.

In this episode, I’m breaking down:
My first major setback while sober
• How I navigated anxiety, uncertainty, and a panic attack during a job interview
• The mindset shift that saved my sanity
• Why resilience in recovery is the real flex
• And how the universe sometimes rewards you when you show the hell up

Oh, and one more thing: I’m transitioning into more audio-only episodes for now. Between the chaos of real life and all the feedback I’ve gotten, audio just makes more sense. Y’all told me you like to listen — so I’m giving the people what they want.

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Welcome back to The Brown Couch Show — the gnarliest, most real, addiction, recovery, and mental health podcast on the internet. In today’s episode, we’re diving into: what it feels like to be passionate about something, go all in, and then hit a wall so hard you start questioning if it was ever worth it. That ugly-ass burnout, the depression that creeps in after the hype dies, the isolation, and that heavy-ass feeling of “I wanna keep going, but I fucking can’t.” Whether it’s your art, your job, your side hustle, or even your sobriety — burnout doesn’t discriminate.

SPOILER ALERT: This shit gets raw. I’m talking about my own struggle right now with this podcast, the grind of juggling two jobs, and the feeling of being mentally tapped out. I’m also shouting out the homies making music, chasing dreams, and still feeling invisible. That kind of pain hits different. And yeah… it fucks with your head.

In this episode, I’m breaking down:
In this episode, I’m breaking down:
• Why burnout hits so damn hard when you’re chasing your passion
• How depression and isolation sneak in through the cracks
• What to do when motivation disappears but the dream still lives
• 5 raw-as-hell ways to cope with burnout without losing yourself in the process

If you’re feeling like giving up, if you’re tired, if you feel unseen — this one’s for you.
Let’s get into it.

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Welcome back to The Brown Couch Show — the gnarliest, most real, addiction, recovery, and mental health podcast on the internet. In today’s episode, we’re diving into: WHY You’re Not the Functioning Addict You Think You Are…

SPOILER ALERT: This episode will hit hard, peel back the mask of functioning addiction, and expose the lies we tell ourselves just to get through the day.

In this episode, I’m breaking down:
• What it really means to be a “functioning addict” — and why that label can keep you stuck in the shit.
• The brutal truth about lying to yourself and how it slowly destroys your peace and your soul.
• How I lived the lie, pretending everything was fine while I was falling apart inside.
• Some no-bullshit tips on how to start facing reality and begin clawing your way out of addiction.
• Why “functioning” isn’t freedom — it’s just another form of silent suffering.

If you’re caught in the trap of thinking you’re okay just because you’re still showing up, this episode is for you. It’s time to drop the act, get honest, and start fighting for real peace.

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Welcome back to The Brown Couch Show — the gnarliest, most real, addiction, recovery, and mental health podcast on the internet. In today’s episode, we’re diving into: the brutal reality of living with a serious health condition. Whether it’s cirrhosis like mine, cancer, autoimmune bullshit, or some rare-ass thing with a name you can’t even pronounce — this one’s for you.

SPOILER ALERT: It’s not just the physical shit that wrecks you — it’s the mental games, the identity crisis, the way people treat you like a fragile side character in your own damn life. But fuck that. You’re still you, even if your body’s trying to tap out.

In this episode, I’m breaking down:
• What it actually feels like to live with a body that’s falling apart
• How it messes with your head, your relationships, and your sense of self
• The loneliness, the fear, the random moments of strength
• And how the hell I keep showing up — even when it feels like life’s trying to bench me

So if you’re living with something heavy — physically, mentally, or both — just know:
You’re not crazy. You’re not weak. And you sure as hell ain’t alone.

Let’s talk about it. Let’s rip the band-aid off.
This is The Brown Couch Show — and this one’s for the fighters.

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Welcome back to The Brown Couch Show — the gnarliest, most real, addiction, recovery, and mental health podcast on the internet. In today’s episode, we’re diving into: What happens when the high of sobriety wears off and the real shit hits — depression. Yeah, that dark cloud that creeps in once the chaos quiets down. It’s raw, it’s real, and most of us don’t talk about it enough. But guess what? We are today.

SPOILER ALERT: Getting sober doesn’t magically fix your mind. In fact, sometimes it exposes everything you were trying to outrun with your drug of choice. Depression after sobriety is real as hell, and this episode is all about calling it out, not sugarcoating it.

In this episode, I’m breaking down:
• What post-sobriety depression feels like when the pink cloud fades
• How we used addiction to mask depression and pain
• Why it hits so hard once we finally get clean
• Real ways to face that shit head-on without falling back into old habits
• My personal story dealing with the dark after the detox
• And the blunt truth: if you don’t deal with it, it will deal with you

So pull up, get comfy, and let’s talk about the shadow side of healing... no filters, no bullshit. Just real talk from someone who’s been there. 🛋️

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Welcome back to The Brown Couch Show — the gnarliest, most real, addiction, recovery, and mental health podcast on the internet. In today’s episode, we’re diving into: “This Sh*t Hurts Everyone” — the brutal truth that addiction doesn’t just destroy the person using… it burns through everything and everyone in its path.

SPOILER ALERT: You’re not the only one who suffered. Your mom. Your partner. Your best friend. That old lady at the gas station you screamed at on day four of withdrawal. This disease? It’s a wrecking ball with no fucking GPS.

In this episode, I’m breaking down:
- The ripple effect of addiction — how it hijacks relationships, trust, and even the people who love you most.
- The guilt and shame we carry for the damage we’ve done
- Why healing also means taking accountability — not just for yourself, but for the wreckage left behind.
- Real talk from someone who’s BEEN that tornado and had to face the wreckage head-on

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Welcome back to The Brown Couch Show — the rawest, realest addiction and recovery podcast out there.

In today’s episode, we’re diving into the messy, painful truth about burning bridges you never wanted to burn — the ones that meant something, the ones that still haunt you, and the ones you didn’t realize were gone until it was too late.

SPOILER ALERT: This one’s gonna sting — because we’re talking pride, pain, misunderstanding, and all the shit that gets in the way of real connection.

In this episode, I’m breaking down:
- The bridges I lit without thinking
- The ones I didn’t want to lose
- How trauma and ego can torch relationships silently
- The conversations I wish I had before it was too late
-What it taught me about accountability, healing, and moving forward without closure

Whether you’re newly sober, still in the trenches, or just trying to understand yourself better, this one’s for you. If you’ve ever felt like you’re gripping life by the throat and still slipping, this is your wake-up call.

This ain’t sugarcoated. It’s loud, it’s real, and it’s from someone who’s been there — and lived to talk about it.

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