You’re not doing manifestation wrong—you’re just doing it from the wrong place.

This episode breaks down why the whole construct of manifestation is backwards—how chasing what you want keeps it out of reach, and how remembering your place in the universe changes everything.

I walk through the mechanics of how it actually works: will, love, energy, force, and your nervous system as the container. If you’ve ever felt like something’s still not landing, even after all the inner work—this is probably why.

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Rest isn’t something you earn. It’s your baseline, your birthright.

In this episode, I reflect on how I hit burnout without even launching, why rest became my greatest teacher, and what April revealed about devotion, proving, and coherence. From dishwashing breakdowns to heart-led integration, this is a real-time look at the recalibration that changed everything.

We explore:

• Why performing stillness still drains you
• The role of neutral time in receiving truth
• How the heart—not the mind—is the portal to coherence
• The breakdown that led to my clearest transmission yet

If you’re in a cocoon season, spinning even while “resting,” or realizing strategy won’t save you, this is for you.

This 1:1 container is for the woman who knows there’s more.

Whether you’re just beginning or deep into the work but still stuck in a loop, this is for you if you’re ready to stop proving and actually land in your truth.

You don’t need more input — you need integration.

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This one’s about what awakening actually is—because it’s not some peaceful little glow-up.

It feels like everything’s falling apart.

In this intro episode, we get a taste of what this podcast is all about—ego death, nervous system chaos, ancient myths, and the science underneath it all.

If your life feels like it’s crumbling right now—you’re not broken. You’re waking up. And this podcast is for you.

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This is my story.

The survival. The paralysis. The spiral I couldn’t see until it swallowed me.

And the moment I finally stopped running and started waking up.

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This is where it begins.

If you’ve felt the quiet pull, the subtle dissonance, the sense that there’s more—this episode is your portal. I’m introducing the heart behind Welcome to Your Awakening: the conversations, the questions, the systems, the truths that brought me back to life. We’re diving into transformation, manifestation, cultural mythology, identity collapse, and the deep remembering of who we actually are.

This is the starting point. You’ll know if it’s for you.

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Welcome to Your Awakening—the podcast that pulls you out of the loop and into creation.

You already feel it—that shift, that knowing that reality isn’t what they told you. You’ve questioned the rules, felt the disconnect, and tried to do the work—but nothing quite landed the way you thought it would.

Neither did mine.

This isn’t about a five-step plan to enlightenment. It’s about the raw, messy, sometimes chaotic process of breaking cycles, burning old identities, and figuring out who the hell you actually are.

I’m sharing what I’ve lived—the dark nights of the soul, the quantum leaps, the breakdowns that led to breakthroughs. The moments I thought I was losing myself, only to realize I was finally meeting me.

But we’re also going deeper. Beyond personal transformation—into history, power, identity, and the hidden forces shaping our reality.

If you’re questioning everything, burning it all down, or just wondering what comes next—you’re not alone.

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