“You have to forgive your abusers in order to heal,” mental hellth therapists are taught to assert to trauma survivors.

Most survivors of abuse need to forgive themselves!

Abusers notoriously threaten to kill pets or family members if the victim tells, which to the child and subconscious mind makes it the victim’s “choice” to silently permit it. It is also common that the victim is repeatedly told they are innately evil and therefore “possessed”, or are accused of dressing provocatively, or are “an old soul who wants it”, and the list goes on and on.

When trauma occurs, the conscious mind freezes in fright leaving the subconscious wide open to programming. Without a conscious mind filter and critical analysis of repetitive narrative, information is taken in without question or reason… including shame and blame. Rooted in the subconscious, this programming drives self perception, thoughts, and ultimately actions. Especially when triggered.

Mind control is a sliding scale and is as individualistic as abusive programmers and life’s traumatic experiences. The formula for mind control is the same, whether it is of an individual, classroom, nation, or the world; trauma is the basis of it. When trauma occurs, whether it is witnessed through media’s repetitive narrative, is experienced in pedophilic or occult abuse, or is DARPA level MK Ultra, the brain responds the same with heightened suggestibility. Abusers understand this and assert their agenda, always shifting blame to the victim in the course of programming.

Many survivors who have yet to heal through writing out trauma are often triggered back under control by abusers they confront to ‘forgive’ as suggested. Since they were programmed with blame, to ‘forgive’ an abuser reinforces and compounds the felony. Healing must occur first, which includes forgiving self and understanding mind control in order to have defense against it.

When I was healing from 30 years of torturous MK Ultra White House/Pentagon level mind control, I told Mark I could not live with myself after what I had been forced to do. Mark replied, “You are not responsible for what you are programmed to do under mind control- your abusers are responsible. They need to be held accountable for their actions. Now that you are aware, however, you are responsible for all your actions going forward.”

Mark’s understanding helped me to understand mind control and my abusers. Understanding allowed me to forgive myself, and realize it is up to my abusers to forgive themselves IF they choose to heal.

Catholic Confession further distorted my perception of ‘forgiveness.’ Catholics are taught to enter the Confessional booth with a priest and recite, “Forgive me father for I have sinned.” To a suggestible child raped by their father being told to refer to the pedophile priest as ‘father’ so he can intercede to ‘God the father’ is confusing, especially when sexually assaulted in the Confessional and then instructed to ask forgiveness???

I real-eyes not all Catholics are complicit in the Jesuit/CIA alliance. Yet Catholics are engrained to believe Confessed secrets are secured through the priest, with the whole Catholic Confessional thing being about secrecy. Think Mafia and the blackmail leverage trance-spiring through this ritual. Consider how this secrecy compounds control over the sexual abuse of a child instructed to ‘forgive’.

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November 5th, 2024 the proverbial hourglass flipped, as did my iconic plexiglass US Capital hourglass in a monuMental display of freedom being restored to We the People.

Under MK Ultra mind control Wizard of Oz programming, I had been conditioned that when the hourglass flipped, such as the one Dick Cheney kept on his Pentagon office desk, that my life was on the line and my time was about to run out- just as it meant to Dorthy when the wicked witch flipped the hourglass. This do or die programming was frequently accessed during the years I was forced to work during the Bush/Reagan Administration.

In keeping with Oz theme program, perpeTraitors of my abuse claimed they were UNreachable- over the Rainbow in another dimension.

When Mark rescued my daughter and me from the Wash DC human trafficking swamp in 1988, a supportive spook friend gave him the iconic US Capital hourglass complete with rainbow. “Keep this displayed upside down as a symbol of time running out on the New World Order until we all achieve victory in restoring Constitutional values of freedom and justice for all,” she said. “I know what this means to Cathy and her daughter. We’ll flip the hourglass on their abusers instead. When we win- and we will- flip it right side up once and for all!”

Mark nor I are affiliated with any political party knowing the true difference is between those who support the New World Order slave society agenda and those who support freedom. This particular spook was of Kennedy lineage.

Like in all families, there were different points of view. Mark often spoke with high regard for RFK Jr. in particular. Mark agreed with his environmental views back in the mid-80s Riverkeeper/Waterkeeper days. When I voiced outrage over Byrd’s so-called Clean Air and Water Act that only lined his pockets, Mark assured me good people were looking out for the environment… like RFK Jr.

When Mark first rescued Kelly and me I did not know good people even existed in the world. Mark assured me they are by far the majority, often bringing them to my attention so I could gain eyes to see.

From 1988 until his passing in 2017, Mark and I spoke out together on mind control and healing from it. We witnessed people waking up on a global scale to face the reality that we share this planet with a dark cabal who are not like us and do not like us.

Mark and I were elated in 2016 when so many of us were awake and aware that we overrode the rigged electronic algorithm in voting machines to elect a President that was not Hillary Clinton and her New World Order. We each had individual cause to find encouragement in President Trump due to his long history of open opposition to drug and human trafficking and support of Constitutional values.

When President Trump was elected in 2016, Mark proudly flipped our iconic US Capital hourglass. As he dusted it off and flipped it right side up, tears of long awaited relief slid down his face.

Mark passed away in 2017, not knowing I had to flip our US Capital hourglass upside down again 2020 when elections and freedom were stolen from We the People. With tears sliding down my face, I held the vision that humanity would wake up from mind control masked as a virus to reclaim their freedom stronger than ever before.

Knowledge is our defense against mind control and I was more determined than ever to carry Mark’s and my shared life’s purpose forward to raise awareness. As the US Capital hourglass gathered dust over the next four long years, I continued to speak out knowing abSOULutely that humanity’s strength of spirit and infinite power of love would eventually win.

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My compassion for Haitians is rooted in horrors I witnessed and experienced throughout the 1980s under White House/Pentagon level MK Ultra mind control. I could relate to their tortured traumatized state due to my own.

My 1995 testimony for Congress TRANCE Formation of America detailing Clintons, Bushes, CIA, and Jesuit involvement in drug and human trafficking ops in Haiti was censored under National Security.

This is a National Security that threatens the security of our nation and world when it covers up unconscionable crimes against humanity such as those inflicted on the Haitian population.

My concerns now for the strategic placement of illegal immigrant programmed Haitians throughout the US by the Harris/Biden globalist cabal is rooted in the plan I witnessed being created, which is now unfolding. An army of MK Ultra voodoo mind controlled assassins were being programmed, with a dual plan to take ownership of their land while they are activated abroad.

Who is moving in on ownership of Haiti? Are Clintons still involved in this Invasion Warfare black op? Follow the money!

In the 1980s, destabilization was activated through Baby Doc Duvalier’s regime which had close ties to Clintons and Bushes. In an effort to bring the Haitian population numbers down to a more manageable size, mass genocide through AIDs vaccines commenced.

It was my experience that the Jesuits and CIA New World Order of the Rose alliance dominated the Dominican Republic side of the Hispaniola island as led from the Citadel by General Cedras. TRANCE p. 191

CIA and Jesuit control in the Dominican Republic is notorious. Hispaniola island is divided by mountains that corral the Haitians into their side which I describe as the Dominican Republic’s petri dish of dark human experimentation.

Voodoo and Jesuit satanism are ultimately one in the same as a trauma base for robotic MK Ultra mind control. Cannibalism is one of many common threads weaved between the two, while children are tortured, raped, and harvested. Baby Doc’s Haitians experienced tortures that far exceeded starvation. Especially those who would become his Tonton army.

Zombies were created through drugs and rituals of victims being buried alive. I saw people raised in small cages intended to misshape their bodies as they grew. Resultant contortionists and crab walkers are not uncommon!

Hillary Clinton’s satanic pre-cursor to Adrenochrome that was in full operation in 1977 was rooted in Haiti. Hillary’s adrenochrome ops paralleled Bill’s CIA cocaine ops, which ran directly from the Caribbean through Louisiana into Arkansas. Voodoo culture is rampant in New Orleans because of the importation of Haitians Clintons enslaved back then to run their criminal, sanctioned crimes.

What kind of Haitian army has been created now? It had been found through Hitler/Himmler research that after 3 generations any knowledge base, abuse base, or belief system becomes inherently autogenic in the brain. Not only has trauma based mind control of generations heightened suggestibility of the Haitian population, there also are many who are outraged knowing that Clintons contributed to their condition. Their dashed hopes that Clinton’s blatant crimes perpetrated on Haiti would be prosecuted and stopped once the American population became aware has left them embittered.

Any Haitians capable of thinking to flee the island certainly wouldn’t be jumping from that man-made hell into the fire for relief. Mind control must be factored into the equation!

It is no wonder the Harris/Biden globalist cabal has strategically placed the mass influx of illegal programmed Haitians in key states!

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Mark often said that Martial Artists beat out mind controlled assassins every time, since Martial Arts are driven from within the infinite strength of the human spirit while mind control is merely driven by outside influence.

As stated in my previous podcast “Align with the Divine”, Mark was a master of Martial Arts capable of mind over matter and turning timeless energy to his advantage.

Masters of Martial Arts are masters of divine alignment of mind, brain, body and spirit to move faster than the eye can see “in time” to exert seemingly super human capabilities. Their injuries can heal before they form, so pain is not even in their equation.

MK Ultra programming of military special forces taps into this innate mind brain body function to direct hyper endurance and seemingly super human capabilities. These capabilities can include 44x visual acuity, heightened senses of hearing and smell, telepathy, remote viewing, and rapid healing capabilities. "No time to bleed" is an MK Ultra program that reaches deep into the part of the brain that controls heartbeat and breathing, whereby a soldier can take a bullet and keep going to complete his mission without bleeding.

Masters of Martial Arts access these innate abilities through knowing the ins and outs of their own mind brain body function from within themselves. These birth right capabilities driven by the strength of the human spirit are far stronger than any outside influenced mind control program can inspire.

How fortunate for us all that a man of Mark's integrity and wisdom was working the highest levels of intelligence mind sciences to preserve the sanctity of free thought. He opposed the increasing governMental use of MK Ultra mind control on the military, on private citizens like myself, and on humanity as a whole. How fortunate for me that he retaliated by lifting my daughter Kelly and me right out of the Wash DC MK Ultra mind control human trafficking swamp in 1988.

Mark reminded me that it is within us all to heal from any level of trauma, abuse, grief, or control. Not only did he hand me keys to my mind as detailed in PTSD: Time to Heal, he also was an inspiration of resiliency of body mind and spirit by the way he lived his own life.

It is no wonder I was able to heal from 30 years of torturous MK Ultra mind control, reclaim my innate power, and evolve with knowledge that is our defense against mind control!

My experience healing from MK Ultra mind control required consciously aligning the divine with the ins and outs of my mind, brain, and body. I quickly learned that there is far more to me than my torturous programmers could think to take, and that what they used for their evil means I could freely use for good.

Reversing their negative into positive became easier and easier as I exercised my innate capability. Considering that trauma shuts down neuron pathways in the brain, it is easy to understand how love safely opens them. Since my spirit is love, that energy force driving my own brain opened my mind to new possibilities.

When Kelly was a prisoner in custody of so-called Child Protective Services, she still strived to integrate herself and heal from her MK Ultra experience. When she identified her core self as the light inside her, I encouraged her to consciously shine it brighter and brighter whenever she felt intruded upon-which occurred often in the corrupt system. While Kelly turned within herself to strengthen against outside influence by living true-to-soul, my self healing path was accelerated by love for her and by being in a supportive environment.

"You have to know where you've been to know where you're going," Mark had wisely said when he pulled up to rescue me in his 1988 DeLorean.

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Shaolin Temple Masters bowed to Mark. His mastery of martial arts was obvious to those with eyes to see and soul to know.

Even animals sensed and understood that Mark was aligned with the divine all the “time”.

When Mark and I retrieved what would become our home from vines, trees, and overgrowth, local Cherokees volunteered to assist just to be on the sacred land where the house was situated. They witnessed how birds and wildlife of all species flocked around Mark yet still were astounded when a beaver followed him from the nearby pond. According to Cherokee lore, this was an ultimate confirmation from nature of Mark’s peaceful integrity.

People often ask how Mark and I survived to expose MK Ultra mind control, perpeTraitors of crimes against humanity including the Bushes and Clintons, their dark global slave society agenda, and its funding mechanism of drug and human trafficking. Perhaps this insight into Mark’s vast integrity and high vibration should be factored into the equation on how we survived.

I, too, aligned with the divine amidst my torturous MK Ultra mind control experience. While my body was tortured, my spirit was always in a safe loving space. My senses and intuitions heightened as though my mind had blasted into primitive parts of my brain to compensate for lack of conscious thought.

As I healed from within myself, I learned the ins and outs of my brain function and how we all have been blessed with resiliency of body, mind, and spirit. By tapping into innate healing mechanisms in conjunction with being aligned with the divine, I found that strength of the human spirit driven by the infinite power of love is humanity’s saving grace.

Mark taught me to write out repressed memory using pen and paper to open neuron pathways in my brain. This is a ‘brain hack’ that works for all of us to overcome trauma, fear, or immobilizing negativity-especially when adding a SOULution to force the brain to fire in new ways above the storm so-to-speak. Free of imposed negative drag, there are no limits to heights we can achieve.

Mark also taught me the importance of wearing a watch and ‘watching my watch’ in order to stay consciously aware and present. This helped me to overcome dissociative tendencies. A concept of time equates to a concept of awareness.

As quickly as I gained a concept of time I became aware that timing is even more important, and that synchronistic flow aligns for us all the “time” when we consciously real-eyes it.

Mark was a constant shining example of timing in action, which abSOULutely contributed to our survival. Mark’s level of martial arts aligned with the divine where time can be deliberately slowed or sped up. Martial arts masters have a capacity to ascend into perceptually timeless space to move ahead of time faster than the eye can see and tap into super human strength and acuity.

Everyone has experienced perceptual time variances of some sort, so consider that reality with conscious understanding. Oftentimes when extreme trauma occurs, life seems to go into slow motion, for example. Perceptual distortion provides a view into time’s abstract possibilities. Survivors of mind control whose senses heightened to make up for lack of conscious thought, often report having been studied by government agencies for psychic capabilities, intuitions, telepathy, remote viewing, and clairvoyance.

Our brains are capable of so much more than we have been taught to acknowledge and use. Take time to explore possibilities for your self.

Attune to nature. Allow a dog, horse, or any pet to show you the way to unconditional love and telepathic understanding. Nature is our nature and fuels our soul.

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Sexualization of our children is a mind control agenda, with transgenderism extending into deliberate depopulation.

Trauma is the basis of mind control, and it had been found through Hitler/Himmler research that there is no trauma more horrific on the human mind than sexual abuse of a child prior to age 5 while the brain is still forming.

This fact, brought into the US through Project Paperclip’s importation of Nazi and Fascist scientists in the wake of World War II, is a strong component of MK Ultra mind control. The scientific formula for MK Ultra is the same, whether it is of an individual, the nation, or the world. In addition to trauma, starvation of the brain through sleep, food, and water deprivation are basic components expanded on by the CIA, NASA, and DARPA for the military industrial complex to usher in what Hitler, Bush, Biden, and UNelected global leaders term New World Order.

The New World Order by any other name is a slave society agenda, which includes depopulation intended to reduce humanity’s number to a more manageable size.

How do I know this? I was deep in the Wash DC swamp among this handful of self appointed, self anointed perpeTraitors under their MK Ultra mind control. I was exposed to many government secrets while also gaining insight into knowledge that is our defense against mind control through my personal experience.

My personal experience began at birth when I was sexually abused by my father who was carrying out multigenerational incest based perversions. Since my mother was also multigenerational incest abused, she could not think to oppose my father substituting his penis for her nipple.

As an infant, I could not think to judge what my father was doing was wrong. My brain knew and went into defense mode shutting down neuron pathways around the trauma of pain and suffocation I was experiencing. This compartmentalization of traumatic memory is then repressed deep into the subconscious so the rest of the mind can function and develop normally.

I could not think to bring to mind my father’s sexual abuse until that compartmentalized memory was triggered open to deal with his abuse again and again as needed. That compartmentalized memory only knew my father’s sexual abuse.

When my father’s sexual abuse extended into child pornography of me, my brain went into defense mode and automatically shut down neuron pathways around that event. Next time I was subjected to child pornography, that repressed memory would trigger open to deal with it again and again as needed. Pornography was all that compartmentalized part of my brain knew.

When my sexual experience expanded into being trafficked/prostituted to local politicians, law enforcement, and other men of influence at my grandfather’s Blue Masonic Lodge, more neuron pathways shut down in my brain compartmentalizing that event until triggered open again.

There is no inner-communication between compartmentalizations. Research and logic conclude that shutting down neuron pathways in the brain prior to age 5 inhibits natural brain growth. With the brain failing to fire properly, conscious thought is lost leaving the subconscious mind defenseless and highly suggestible.

Without a conscious mind filter, the subconscious literally takes information in without reason, question, or critical analysis. Our subconscious drives our thoughts and ultimately actions. Any time any of us experiences trauma, our brains freeze in fright leaving us vulnerable to manipulation. It is imperative we learn to safeguard our free thought when personal, national, or global trauma occurs, imposed or not.

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Once you understand how a magic trick is performed, the spell is broken.

LikeWise, once you understand mind control, you have defense against it.

Break mind control’s spell by arming yourself with knowledge. This knowledge has been suppressed for generations by a handful of self appointed, self anointed leaders who lord their ‘superior knowledge’ over humanity through their secret societies, secret meetings, and so-called National Security secrecy.

Once you know their secret is mind control, you gain truth that makes us free.

Deep in the Wash DC swamp among these perpeTraitors under their MK Ultra mind control, I experienced and was exposed to their secrets. When intelligence insider Mark Phillips freed me from their enslavement and reminded me that freedom from control is within us all, I began to consciously real-eyes components of mind control. The spell was broken.

I began writing out by hand what I had witnessed and experienced under mind control. I spelled it out so-to-speak. I’ve been speaking out ever since I regained my free thought, free will, free speech in an effort to remind others that we have all the power within us. This dark, secret cabal in control of our knowledge base only has much power as we give them or let them steal. We stop the steal and stop giving away our freedom when we real-eyes their secret. Secret knowledge equals power.

The formula for mind control is the same, whether it is of an individual, the nation, or the world. Trauma is the basis of it as it shuts down neuron pathways in the brain, heightening suggestibility. There is no trauma more horrific on the human mind than sexual abuse of a child prior to age 5 while the brain is still forming. Bloody satanic ritual abuse is a primitive trauma that causes the conscious mind to freeze in fright while the subconscious is left wide open to being easily led and manipulated.

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Marijuana is not conducive to mind control due to its mind expanding properties that open neuron pathways in the brain.

MK Ultra mind control requires shutting down neuron pathways in the brain to heighten suggestibility.

Since mind control is being used to usher in a slave society agenda some term New World Order, the cannabis herb continues to be demonized through strategic misinformation. Intelligence insider Mark Phillips, who was working the highest levels of intelligence mind sciences for the sole/soul purpose of preserving the sanctity of free thought, was outraged to see pertinent medical information on benefits of cannabis suppressed under National Security.

Mark also found other birthright information that is our defense against mind control buried under secrecy along with effective methods to heal from traumatic repressed memory. Thanks to Mark reminding me that it is within us all to heal from trauma, I reclaimed my free thought free will after decades of MK Ultra mind control. In turn, I detailed these healing methods I successfully used in PTSD: Time to Heal.

Now people all over the world are using these methods to heal from varying levels of trauma, abuse, indoctrination, and/or control! It astounds me how many people I hear from who ask how to use medicinal cannabis for healing. Since medical information on how to use this natural herb has been buried under National Security, misinformation, misdirection, and Big Pharma diversions for so long, I am compelled to detail what worked for me and share it with you here now.

Mark had taken my daughter and me to the safety and serenity of Alaska for healing, and cannabis is legal there. It was 1988, and since then varying levels of legalization have swept the nation. Check your state laws on cannabis/CBDs.

Since cannabis use had been strictly forbidden under MK Ultra mind control, I deprogrammed the program first by writing it out. I found my programming against the herb even extended into media’s repetitive narrative and cult/occult religions hellbent on controlling their tithing followers.

I strongly recommend that you, too, write out any programming and conditioning against marijuana you may have experienced. This will diffuse any apprehensions or paranoia, allowing deeper relaxation while freeing you to receive the medicinal benefits. Not everyone responds the same to cannabis, so be sure to listen to your body.

I listened to my body while using medicinal cannabis for numerous physical needs including the opening of neuron pathways.

Need for restful sleep was crucial, so I used cannabis at night to help me relax my over-active adrenal system, stop night terrors, and improve digestion. Memories began flashing due to neuron pathways opening up around repressed memory from the herb. Mark cautioned me to make note of the flashes to write out further with a clear mind in the morning.

I kept a notebook and pen within reach to write out what I saw in the flashes of memory. If there was an obvious trigger attached to it, I made note of it as well. Repressed memory flashing is akin to an alarm system demanding attention. By making note, the alarm system was deactivated so my past could no longer intrude on my present.

The next morning, I would look at my notes which were now in themselves triggers to re-access those memories that were attempting to surface while smoking cannabis. With a clear mind and paper and pen in hand, I would begin asking myself questions as suggested in PTSD: Time to Heal to write out my memory in full photographic detail.

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