This episode is unlike any we've done before. It's about the night that changed everything for me and my wife, Mary June, after 23 years of marriage. We're opening up about our journey through porn addiction, infidelity, love, and ultimately, healing.

I've shared previously about my coming to Christ and finding healing in God's love. I knew that I had to come clean and confess the truth of who I had been. I knew I had to face my biggest fears. Fears I had lived with for decades. This episode tells the story of the confession that set us on a path of healing and rediscovery. Mary June and I dive deep into what it took to rebuild our marriage from the ground up: the fears, the tears, and the experiences that have woven us back together.

This isn't just our story. It's an invitation to anyone out there wrestling with their own shadows, searching for a glimmer of hope. It's messy, it's painful, but it's real. And it's proof that no matter how lost you feel, transformation through love and truth is possible.

I'd be honored if you shared this journey with us. And if our story strikes a chord with you, please drop me a message on Instagram @urban.amish.

Hit subscribe, share this with someone who needs to hear it, and let's have a conversation about what it means to truly thrive in life and in marriage.

My 17 yr old Son William joins me for Episode 11 of the Urban Amish Show. 

In this insightful episode of The Urban Amish Show, host I sit down with my son William for a candid conversation that spans topics of personal fears, family dynamics, and the profound journey of self-discovery and faith. William, a high school junior, shares his experiences and reflections on overcoming claustrophobia, adjusting to significant life changes such as moving from Nashville, TN to Holmes County, OH, and navigating the complexities of teenage life in the digital age. 

William's story is one of resilience and joy. He opens up about the impact of two major relocations on his character and how these experiences shaped his outlook on life and relationships. Despite the difficulties, William emphasizes the growth and maturity gained from these transitions, highlighting a deepening of his faith and a commitment to living intentionally.  

This episode offers a rare glimpse into the inner world of a teenager navigating the challenges of modern life while holding onto core values of family, faith, and personal growth. William's reflections on the importance of living in the present, creating meaningful connections, and pursuing passions provide valuable insights for listeners of all ages. 

William and my dialogue is not just a father-son conversation; it's a testament to the power of open communication, living by faith, speaking the truth, and loving others. Join us for this deeply personal and inspiring episode that shares the perspective of a young man, being initiated into manhood.  

**Episode 10 - Salvation: Getting Free from Decades of Porn Addiction**

In this deeply personal episode, I open up about my battle with addiction and the powerful spiritual awakening that led to my freedom and the restoration of my marriage. This is a difficult but hopeful episode for anyone who is in the grips of addiction and is looking for hope.

This is a story of a life-changing experience in January 2018 when I encountered a profound realization of God's Love. This experience catalyzed a transformational journey that has produced the peace, love, and beauty I longed for in my life.

This episode is a testament to the power of narrative, love, and faith in overcoming years of struggle and leading to a profound personal and family renewal. It is a reminder that transformation is possible through love and truth, and an encouragement for anyone trapped in cycles of addiction or despair to seek a deeper connection with the divine.

#Transformation #Faith #AddictionRecovery #SpiritualAwakening #FamilyRestoration

Welcome to Episode #9 of "The Urban Amish Show" with Patrick Miller. 

Join Patrick Miller in this riveting ninth episode of "The Urban Amish Show," where he delves deep into the transformative power of love and sacrifice. Reflecting on the profound lessons learned from his journey out of addiction, Patrick explores the concept of a 'growth mindset' and the journey towards mastery in life. In this episode, titled "A Mercy Killing; How Love Made a Monster Out of Me," he shares an intense personal story, drawing parallels with a dramatic narrative element from the acclaimed TV show "Yellowstone."

Patrick's storytelling takes you through a journey of dark experiences and the struggle against self destructive comfort-seeking behaviors, urging listeners to confront the darker aspects of their character. By intertwining scriptural insights and personal revelations, he emphasizes the importance of 'mercy killings' of our destructive parts, highlighting the necessity to sacrifice comfort for higher love and purpose.

Each episode of "The Urban Amish Show" is a blend of storytelling, spiritual insights, and practical wisdom. Patrick invites listeners to engage in a deeper reflection on their lives, encouraging them to embrace discomfort for transformative growth. Whether you're wrestling with personal challenges, seeking spiritual depth, or just looking for an engaging and thought-provoking listen, this podcast is a beacon of inspiration.

Tune in for a thought-provoking journey that promises to challenge, inspire, and transform. Don't forget to leave your thoughts and join the Urban Amish community on Instagram . Subscribe, share, and be a part of the conversation that's inspiring truth, love and sacrifice in our everyday lives.

My oldest son Benjamin is home from Vanderbilt University after his first semester. He’s a first generation college kid, and we talk about what it’s like at an elite university in the South and what the impact has been on his faith, his relationship with his high school sweetheart, and on his mental and physical health. 

We talked about the challenges he sees when he looks at some of the family relationships of his peers and what advice he has for parents of older teens. 

We also get into the subject of flourishing while at university. What does it look like go all in on God? What are Ben’s dreams for the next 5-10 years? Marriage, family, career, and more. 

At 47 years of age, I realize that I have strayed from my path, and have not truly developed mastery in my life. Twenty years ago, I left the Amish community that I grew up in, but returned last summer to live and work among the Amish in the very house I helped my dad build when I was a teenager.

Moving back to my hometown with my wife and teenagers has given me a fresh perspective on the values and patterns of life that the Amish have maintained, and I'm learning from them as I pursue a return to the true path that was laid out for me.

In this episode I talk about what I'm learning and how I'm applying it to my life in my pursuit of mastery and the good life. I talk about work ethic, AI, technology, and the realization that the Kingdom of Heaven is not a future destination, but a reality that is at hand, manifesting itself around me as I live, work, and raise my family in the land of my forefathers.

Welcome to Episode 6 of the Urban Amish Show! In this episode I’m joined by my wife of 21 years, Mary June to talk about how to implement sustained change in our lives. Lasting change that leads to personal growth, transformation, and a stronger foundation on which to build our future. 

We both know what it’s like to try and fail to change our habits and our thinking, and we also have learned what it takes to make these changes stick. 

One of the changes I want to make in my life is to create and publish these episodes on a more regular schedule. For as long as I’ve known that I have something to say, I’ve also faced resistance in my creative endeavors. Some of you will know what I’m talking about. We can be our own worst critic and our own worst enemy, trapped by what Stephen Pressfield calls “Resistance”. 

One thing Pressfield says about Resistance in his excellent book “The War of Art” is that resistance can be used as a navigational beacon. Resistance is so resolutely opposed to us producing what we are called to produce that we can actually reverse engineer it, and use it as a navigational beacon, letting it point us towards our calling. The thing we are most afraid of is the thing we must face in order to move forward. 

I’ve certainly found that to be true in my life. 

Let’s face it. It’s impossible to hide the fact there is a three month gap between episodes #4 and #5 of this show. That’s resistance. 

But the only way through our fears and our resistance is, well, through them. So here we go. 

In this episode, Mary June tells the story of how she was violently attacked in an attempted robbery, and how she used that fear and trauma as fuel in her personal journey. How she confronted that fear and moved towards love, into greater service for those around her, training for a marathon and raising tens of thousands of dollars to support a cause very dear to her heart. You won’t want to miss it. 

As your host, my role is one of a ‘player / coach’.  I’m on this adventure with you, and I’m paying attention to what works and what doesn’t, and I report back to you, hopefully giving you some valuable insights that you can use to improve your own health & fitness, your marriage, your parenting, your career, or whatever it is you’re working to improve in your life.  

If you find this useful, please comment below and let me know, share this with someone else who may enjoy it, and make sure to subscribe on your favorite podcast platform or on Youtube! 

My wife Mary June and her younger brother Jon Lantz join me on Episode #5 of the Urban Amish Show. Jon is a beloved uncle to our kids and he’s someone I deeply admire. Jon has Muscular Dystrophy, and is confined to a wheelchair. He’s an intellectual and public speaker. 

Jon’s experience of life as someone who has been struck by a terrible disease is so insightful and inspiring. His faith is an inspiration to me, and I was so happy that he agreed to join me on the show. 

We talked about what its like to be bound to a wheelchair, helplessness, surrender, faith, courage, and much more.