In episode 82 of the Moral Combat Podcast, hosts Nathaniel and Zachary Blaustone interview Autumn Fesler, who bravely shares her journey of healing from religious trauma after growing up in an Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) church. Autumn reflects on the psychological toll of constant fear, strict rules, and control within her religious upbringing, including traumatic experiences like being shamed for immodest clothing and the emotional trauma of her mother's public expulsion from the church. She explains the liberating process of reclaiming her identity and finding peace outside of religion, while also discussing the struggle with "fawning" behavior and setting boundaries with her family and former religious community. The episode delves into larger issues of race, gender, and deconstructing deeply ingrained beliefs. Autumn's resilience shines through as she shares her desire to become a religious trauma therapist, offering advice to others on the healing power of self-worth, autonomy, and embracing discomfort to foster growth. The conversation is a deeply human exploration of how to rebuild after leaving a restrictive faith and offers hope for those navigating similar journeys.

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Moral Combat, hosted by siblings Nathan and Zach Blaustone, is a heartfelt exploration of life's complexities, with a primary focus on healing from religious trauma. Step into their world as they navigate the realms of music production, confront the lingering echoes of religious trauma, and embrace laughter as a universal healer. With each episode, Nathan and Zach weave together their unique perspectives, seasoned with dynamic personalities that make every discussion an engaging adventure. From unraveling the complexities of personal growth to fostering open communication, healing the scars of religious indoctrination, and embracing the unfiltered authenticity of siblinghood, Moral Combat is your passport to thought-provoking conversations, heartfelt insights, and the pure joy of shared moments. Join us in the combat for morality, one conversation at a time.

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In episode 81 of the Moral Combat Podcast, hosts Nathaniel Blaustone Faust and Zachary Blaustone dive into a wide-ranging conversation that blends personal reflections with broader discussions on religious trauma, relationships, and healing. They explore how their podcast has been a therapeutic tool for working through issues rooted in their hyper-evangelical upbringing, even as they rebuild their relationship as brothers. A particularly moving segment includes Nathan sharing his son's fear of hell for not being Christian, underscoring the importance of unconditional love and open communication. The episode also touches on more challenging topics, such as the long-term impacts of sexual assault in religious settings and the role of psychedelics in spiritual awakening and healing from trauma. With humor and sincerity, they discuss listener stories and controversial Reddit posts, from the missteps of trying to convert others to navigating family dynamics after leaving religion. As they wrap up, they announce their plans to start streaming on Twitch, expressing their deep appreciation for their audience's support and encouraging everyone to stay strong on their own healing journeys.

Moral Combat, hosted by siblings Nathan and Zach Blaustone, is a heartfelt exploration of life's complexities, with a primary focus on healing from religious trauma. Step into their world as they navigate the realms of music production, confront the lingering echoes of religious trauma, and embrace laughter as a universal healer. With each episode, Nathan and Zach weave together their unique perspectives, seasoned with dynamic personalities that make every discussion an engaging adventure. From unraveling the complexities of personal growth to fostering open communication, healing the scars of religious indoctrination, and embracing the unfiltered authenticity of siblinghood, Moral Combat is your passport to thought-provoking conversations, heartfelt insights, and the pure joy of shared moments. Join us in the combat for morality, one conversation at a time.

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In episode 80 of the Moral Combat Podcast, hosts Nathan and Zachary Blaustone engage in an intimate, reflective conversation set in a tranquil outdoor environment under a fig tree, diverging from their usual interview format to focus on personal experiences. They explore the deep-seated impacts of their radical Christian upbringing, discussing repressed memories, chronic pain, and feelings of victimhood tied to their religious past. Zachary delves into the resurfacing of trauma and the struggles it has triggered, while Nathan opens up about the resurfacing of sexual trauma and the toxic shame that the church instilled in him. Together, they navigate these difficult emotions, offering each other support and finding solace in the healing journey they've embarked on through the podcast. Their discussion also touches on the relationship between their religious upbringing and their perspectives on work, money, and personal aspirations, all while hinting at exciting future plans for the podcast, including the possibility of a Patreon, more interviews, and even livestreams.

Moral Combat, hosted by siblings Nathan and Zach Blaustone, is a heartfelt exploration of life's complexities, with a primary focus on healing from religious trauma. Step into their world as they navigate the realms of music production, confront the lingering echoes of religious trauma, and embrace laughter as a universal healer. With each episode, Nathan and Zach weave together their unique perspectives, seasoned with dynamic personalities that make every discussion an engaging adventure. From unraveling the complexities of personal growth to fostering open communication, healing the scars of religious indoctrination, and embracing the unfiltered authenticity of siblinghood, Moral Combat is your passport to thought-provoking conversations, heartfelt insights, and the pure joy of shared moments. Join us in the combat for morality, one conversation at a time.

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