How do you make a podcast? I have no idea, but I’m doing it anyway."

Welcome to Kaleidoscope, a podcast where I figure out podcasting while having real, unfiltered conversations. Each episode explores creativity, identity, personal growth, and the unexpected twists of life—from struggling with self-expression to navigating the messy process of becoming who we really are.

🔹 Topics We Cover:

• The highs and lows of creativity
• Identity, self-discovery, and personal transformation
• Misanthropy, social pressures, and introversion
• Money mindsets and the weird ways we navigate success
• Real talk about work, culture, and expectations

This isn’t a podcast about perfect answers—it’s about honest conversations, exploring what shapes us, and embracing the chaos along the way.

Hit subscribe and join me as I figure this all out—one episode at a time. 🎙✨

3. Episode Title:

🎙 Kaleidoscope #1 - Creativity, Misanthropy & Miserliness

4. Episode Description (For This Specific Episode)

"How do you make a podcast? I have no idea, but I’m doing it anyway. Welcome to Kaleidoscope, where I figure out how to podcast while having real, unfiltered conversations. This episode is about creativity—what kills it and what brings it back. We talk about growing up in all-boys schools, getting through toxic environments, and rediscovering who we really are. We also get into money mindsets, introversion, and the strange ways we navigate identity. So buckle up—it’s messy, honest, and hopefully, just the start of something great."

🔹 Topics Covered in This Episode:

• Why creativity fades as we grow up
• The impact of toxic school environments
• Cross-dressing moments that meant more than we thought
• Feeling like you’ll never have enough money (and why that sticks with you)
• Introversion vs. misanthropy—do I just hate people?
• Coming out, self-acceptance, and social perception
• The hypocrisy of "progressive" workplaces

📌 Timestamps: 00:00 - Intro: I have no idea how to make a podcast, but here we are 01:30 - "The last time I was truly creative" 06:20 - A painting that meant more than I realized 10:45 - Surviving all-boys schools & toxic masculinity 18:15 - The first time I cross-dressed—and why it stuck with me 26:30 - Why creativity gets pushed out of us as kids 35:40 - The fear of never having enough money 46:10 - Do I actually hate people? Or am I just introverted? 55:25 - Coming out & the misconceptions people have 1:05:40 - Workplaces pretending to be progressive (but actually being ruthless) 1:12:00 - Final thoughts & what’s next!

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