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あらすじ・解説
As I continute forward in my own personal life, as well as the overall health journey that came from somewhere back there and led to a nearly fatal situation that easily could've had me dead and gone here today in 2025. The fact that I am alive is a testament to the incredible, often shapeshifting in spots, but STILL the same in most of the spots with most of the people.
For better or for worse, life goes on. We often find ourselves in situations we normally would have no part of and dealing with others and their issues instead of our own in certain lines of work. While that is perfectly fine under normal circumstances, even highly respectable, it is not the job of one adult to babysit other adults. That CAN be the career and is sometimes, but it is indicative of a far greater societal problem than it is a personal health issue.
Being able to be this far on in the roller coaster of the breakdown, psychosis, subhuman and so on.. it's all just piece by piece, day by day, etc. The downward slope (like any illness or even in the final days of one's life), as on the other side coming back out of the darkest days. While I am overflowing with awareness that my road ahead is full of therapy, basic ongoing natural recovery and other work ongoing about the life, I am also aware that I have the gift of life still and I am wholly unwilling to give that up as that is giving up on life itself and that is something I will never do.
I am personally a healing forward Man who has had enough of so, so much, yet will not call it a day on life itself. I just need to be doing this work that I am doing. Parlayed ongoing service at point A into this ongoing service at Point B.
Thank you for reading and listening. Stay tuned!
Namaste.
#LHMA
Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/dose-of-vitamin-j-show--5673825/support.
For better or for worse, life goes on. We often find ourselves in situations we normally would have no part of and dealing with others and their issues instead of our own in certain lines of work. While that is perfectly fine under normal circumstances, even highly respectable, it is not the job of one adult to babysit other adults. That CAN be the career and is sometimes, but it is indicative of a far greater societal problem than it is a personal health issue.
Being able to be this far on in the roller coaster of the breakdown, psychosis, subhuman and so on.. it's all just piece by piece, day by day, etc. The downward slope (like any illness or even in the final days of one's life), as on the other side coming back out of the darkest days. While I am overflowing with awareness that my road ahead is full of therapy, basic ongoing natural recovery and other work ongoing about the life, I am also aware that I have the gift of life still and I am wholly unwilling to give that up as that is giving up on life itself and that is something I will never do.
I am personally a healing forward Man who has had enough of so, so much, yet will not call it a day on life itself. I just need to be doing this work that I am doing. Parlayed ongoing service at point A into this ongoing service at Point B.
Thank you for reading and listening. Stay tuned!
Namaste.
#LHMA
Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/dose-of-vitamin-j-show--5673825/support.